Sunday, August 26, 2007
so happy that i got chance to talk to u online. and yes i still remember yr bday. eventhough we lost contact for almost a year. been missin u alot. still remember the old times. Hope we can be together again like the olden days.
BUT i knw...i'm dreaming. tat day will never ever come. mimpimanistomimpisedih.
Anwyay.....my nani cooked my fav dish which is nasi jenganan or nasi janganan..anythin la. yummy...yummy...
Tdy went to woodlands old intercahnge to buy hari raya clothes. It took me almost 2 hours to pick my fav colour. Actualli wanted to but orange or purple BUT my mom says ...doesn't suit me.
So at last i choose the colour maroon. Will make baju kurung out of that cloth.
Then to the market to buy things, Actualli jus wanted to but a few things..but ended we bought alot ah. am the one who dump all the unnecessary things in the basket. then took bus home.rest for an hour and continue on my ccm.
So cant wait for exam to be over. so stress with exam that... my families members says tat i look haggered..**sobs sobs** and white hair strts 2 grow. aiyaa...wat to do.
Lately...been thinkin of my late grandma. Sometimes i would i jus cry whenever i think of her.
Tis yr hari raya ...will nt be the same like the days. where in the morning we will go to her house and she always cook alot of fd. like ketupat.rendang. will miss tat. wat to do this is life. Tis world is jus a place for us to stopby. Everyone will go but wont know when and how.
It's 12am..need to go. sleeping time.
AND to u...some day u will understand too.
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{Sunday, August 26, 2007}
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
10 sept-POM paper
12 sept-CCM paper
13 sept-fasting starts
so cant wait for my exams to be over la. POM is killing me. Got back the my POM project result. So happy...i've got A. :)
for ccm's project...i totally have no confidence for that.
been studying like hell....i need to buck up on my gpa. should get better ones.
My jadah(greatgrandma) is coming to my house.
will be stayin with us from now onwards. she needs a break.
BUT I have 1 prob...i cant use the aircon when sleeping. she cant stand aircon.
another problem is I have no place to study. i am the type of person who lies on the bed to study. BUT i have to sacrifices.
I've just lost my grandma..and i am left with another grandma(mom's side) and one greatgrandma(mom's side). i have to really cherish them.
Recently, i have the feeling of regrets. regret that i did not spend alot of time with my late grandma. i am very close to her, so her absence really made me realise something. Cherish the people that is ard u. after my nenek passed away.....i've changed alot.
The last time i saw her smile was 2 or 3 days before she passed away. Lately...whenever i close my eyes to sleep...i would always think of her and whenever i think of her, it makes me cry.
Remembered those times when she's in the hospital, early in the morning i would always visit her. Try to fill up her time.
Sometimes whenever i pass my room...i would remember her lying down my bed, helpless.
wish to reverse the time...
{Tuesday, August 21, 2007}
Thursday, August 16, 2007
recovered from my fever and flu...but the cough is still goin on. haiz..me and ain is involved is one of the sc involved in the organising team for our teambuilding activities. Will be held on 28 and 29 september. We came out with a few games, one of it will be buddy hunt...Which i LOVE most. But it has to go trough MR. YONG first, if he agrees. There's no skul tdy. so stayed at home and study. In the evening will be havin a prayer for my late grandma who left us on 6 july 2007, tdy is the total of 40 days she have left us. Everyone in our family accepts the fate, that she's gone. 1 month to fasting month. The month of forgiveness and pureness. The month that i so love most... this is the month where families and friends gather to break fast, untuk mengeratkan siratulrahim. :)have to go now...the prayer will be starting soontata...tc allLabels: daily...
{Thursday, August 16, 2007}
Friday, August 10, 2007
Stupid cough...it's gettin worse. haix. Tdy my dad send me to skul...i was too weak to take the bus. Reached skul @ 9.20am. Class started @ 1oam. Did nt pay attention, my head feels like bursting.The pains was terrible, it even affect my left eye. I jus have to control it. After class,took taxi home. I HAD TOO. Really thnkx to my maid,she cooked for me chicken porridge. After lucnh,took panadol and took a nap. Suddenly my maid woke me up saying tat my mom called me. aiyoo she ah.My mom keep tellin me askin me to go to the clinic.BUT i was too weak.After the call went bak to sleep and woke up @ 5pm.bathe and then continue on revising my pom. chapter 11 is killing me ah.too many info.**ddb**Tmr goin out with my cuz to watch rush hour 3 & then to pp. BUT i'm still considering, DUE to my flu and cough. BTW i heard my mom and dad discussing few days ago tat, this year hari raya we will be goin back to kampung..yeahyeahyeah. so cant wait. it's been ages we went back to melacca to celebrate hari raya. But not sure if it's the first day or the other week. so i have to jus wait & see.byeeee....need continue on my POM.Labels: daily
{Friday, August 10, 2007}
Thursday, August 9, 2007
i'm down with cough and flu...arrggghh!!!
hate it so much...
dont know wat cause this...
was so weak..tdy
can even concentrate when i'm studying...
**damn**
don think will be goin to skul tmr...BUT i have to,need to pass ain's friend mp3...aiyoo!!!
**sobs sobs**
need to take alot alot of vitamin c...
Lately...been stress woth skul work. especially with FYP. tot of askin help from oen of my senior
BUT too shy & she has her own things to do too..haix
hehehe..
Next mon..need to pass up POM report and wednesday POM PRESENTATION!!!!!!!!
tuesday...my grp members will be comin over to make ONDEH-ONDEH 4 our POM presentation the next day...
hopefully, it will turn out to be ok!!
tat's all folks...need to rest now.
bye.tata titi tutu.selamat tinggal.
{Thursday, August 09, 2007}
Sunday, August 5, 2007
MoHaMmAd MuNTaQkImShAh, My CuDdLy BaBy cUz
I sO LoVe TiS BoY...
BeLoW r pIcS Of hIm...
He's 8 mOnThS oLd nOw...He lIkEs To PuLl PeOpLe'S HaIr N sCrAtCh PeOpLe'S FaCe..
WhEn eVeR hE sEeS mE...hE wOuLd JuS sTaRe @ Me 4 fEw mInUtEs..
I kNoW aH...tAT i'M bIg
HaVe NoT sEeN HiM FOr 6 DaYs??? ToTaLlY mIsS HiM....
mY aUnT sTaY jUs fEw BlOcKs aWaY fRoM My BlK...
FoR eXaMpLe oN MoNdAy mY cLaSs StRtS @ 1PM....i wOuLd WaKe Up
aRd 8am,tAkE My bAtH..EaT mY bReAkFaSt
& tHeN MaKe My wAY tO mY auNt'S HoUsE..
jUsT To sEe HiM...
hahaha...
ToUcHiN rItE...
OkOk...bEfORe I sTrT 2 tAlK nOnSeNcE..
i BeTtEr Jus StOp hEre..
WeLl...StRtIn FroM wEd, WIlL bE BZ
HaVe 2 rEvIsE mY pOm AND cCm 4 OuR eXam
BYEEEE...
hAvE a gReAt Week AhEaD...
tata titi tutu..
{Sunday, August 05, 2007}
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
i'm shivering like hell now...while i'm typing this out.
Tdy sch is ok...had ccm and pom class...
the whole day...i was in pain...my gum is killing me
I think...it's because of the wisdom tooth, think so. After skul went home, rest and watch tv.
Tmr havin 1 hr of pom lesson...ebp cancelled, so after of 1 hour of classs.will be goin home with my other 3 girlsfriends back to my home and continue on our POM PROJECT...
ACTUALLI..yesterdae did not go to skul. i and my friend went to jb(city square), need to buy a software(pirated). While in jb..went to watch a movie called the prang nang, it's a thai horror movie. I was the only one shoutin in the theatre ah..malu sia.
After movie..had our lunch at sakae sushi. The food there quite nice ah...it's my first time ah, so i was kindda blur..muahahaha
Reached home ard...6pm, as my friend had to rush to work @10pm. Was so tired ...coz otw home, there was a slight jam. When i reached home,only my maid was @ home. Took my bath and rest...watched my fav drama series @ tv3. Then surfed the net till 10pm and went to sleep.
This week..i'm kindda of bz. Have to finish up my pom project before 15 august,Lunch date with ain,Movie date with my friend AND peparation for my EXAM in sept.
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{Wednesday, August 01, 2007}
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